Today makes it three years that you have been gone, the only words I can really say is:

  I really miss you.

  Sometimes, I am still reminded of the awesome memories we have shared together (at random times too, like if I hear a certain song lol XD), and those memories never cease to put a smile on my face, despite the (sad) feeling of knowing you aren't here to smile and look back on those memories with me.

  Every day I try to live my life hoping that I wouldn't disappoint you if you could see me now; your presence and wisdom always put me on the right track, even if I didn't ask for it (lol). I wish you could see how much I have grown as an artist and how much your sons have started to grow into the men they are today.

  I try not to think about you too much, because let's face it, that would just be depressing (lol) but today I shall allow myself to let my mind wander a bit to fonder times of when you were here with us. Plus, knowing you, you wouldn't want me to be upset every day, or every month, and instead have me be happy; if I let myself get too sad about you, I might as well be going against how you want me to live my life: being happy (and a proper lady lol. I still remember how you used to lecture me about the way I used to sit because, "A lady should never sit that way".). 

   I will always appreciate the fact that your presence alone has given me some of the best memories I will ever have in my life, and will forever cherish those memories dearly. Today I shall focus on the fact that I am happy I got to know you as my father in the first place, and that is better than to have never known you at all.

  I love you and still miss you.

  "I miss you, and I love you, and I can't tell you how much words don't even tell you how much I still love you. You are a beautiful girl, boy, I miss you. Well I told your mother! I pray everyday Jehovah shares his love with you where you can feel it, and all the evil of this world doesn't become part of your day, and you smile and you laugh; if that what happens today, my prayers are being met. I love you sweetheart. Listen, you have a wonderful afternoon. I love you and tell your big brother and little brother that I love them and miss them too." - Gino Goldfarb (Dad)

  R.I.P. Dad 

Also I pardon for things I have so much to say, but I feel as though the amount of things I have to say will never run short on this topic, let alone be short enough to be able to be put into a single status update.